I haven't eaten since 4pm and then, I only ate a pack of Asam Laksa Maggi Noodles, preceded by 2 slices of toast with jam. So much for eating and drinking well? Maybe that's the reason I'm not really energised now.
Sigh, many things have happened and it's just rather imposing an uneasy feeling on me. It's hard to handle so many things at once, and having the occasionally sudden free day off to do nothing at home, you're suddenly surrounded by a haunt of troubles all of a sudden.
What happen to the old self where I can just think of nothing else and do what I want And this is the beginning of times, imagine what will happen as time goes on.
And people keep saying that I'm soooooooooo young, yet, I'm feeling as old as Madonna is.
Oh well, what to do? Pick up your bags and keep your mind clear of what's truly important in life.
OK, now that the emo-ring is finally over, let's get down to some serious blogging!
1. Through Andrew, I have been given the opportunity to buy a certain camera lens which I have been lacking for so long and yet not have. Half of the day had me distracted from my past year questions, looking at prices and comparing them across continents (US, UK, Malaysia/Firsthand, secondhand).
2. Then came the period of restlessness when I had to meet a friend to pass her a DVD at my local bus station, but I forgot, thus going out with a totally screwed up hair-do. Imagine my head with 2 wings - yes that was how my hair was. And I had to meet her... and her boyfriend. >_<
This girl... Girls like her who come to a completely new country and are suddenly given freedom might find their lives spiralling out of their hands. They might think that what they have is tonnes of empowerment but in my eyes, I seriously think that she might be messing up her own life.
3. Since coming back, I haven't been able to settle down properly. Oh well, at least I'm using some music player which displays downloaded lyrics to pick up cantonese from canto songs now. GIVE ME SOME CANTO SONGS!
4. And I can't wait to head back. Urgh.
Sigh, just one of those vulnerable nights when someone can just cut you open with a leaf. A palm tree one somemore.
