omg why did i miss such a chance?
this is soooo unlike me to fail to grab an opportunity. isnt that all that i always wanted?
then why did i let it slip? it was there, i was there, i was waiting but i didnt respond when it called.
the chances were so high. if i had thought properly, it would have been mine!!
OMG
now, chance no more. gone, gone like the wind. never to come back, never to return.